See that cute dog who’s in that laundry basket? Hes my dog Jimmy. :) Hes such a cutie. I love him so much. He’s my baby. I got him from my boyfriend. He was abused before he found me. He was tied up in the backyard and was never let inside the house. He barely had enough rope tied to him to lay down. But with a real home Jimmy was able to love my home with no remorse. He forgot about his old owner and grew into being the baby of our family. 

September 26, 2011 I was walking my dog when two pit bulls came running toward us. They instantly picked up Jimmy and mangled his body. They gripped their teeth into him, crushed his ribs and organs inside. Five minutes later, after we got out of the drive way to go to the emergency room, he died in my arms. 

This dog was a huge part of my life. He taught me so many things. He loved me unconditionally. And for a dog its easy but the way that Jimmy loved me was on a whole different level. The only other person who knows the extent of this level is my boyfriend.

People who don’t have pets won’t understand me. It hurts a lot. I miss him so much. And I am not okay. My baby-my best friend is dead. How could you ever be okay now that a link between you and another living thing is gone? I can’t hug him and hold him like I did.

I miss him so much.